Not my cuppa but it my be yours

I liked the premise of the book but to me it failed to deliver.

I have a hard time when a man tells a women how much he wants her and has an insta love with her when he's getting a blow job from someone else. He does this infront of said love interest then has sex in front of a group of people.

I didn't get the love at all . To me Jay seemed a bit smarmy.